aSLIVERofEXISTENCE

Hey guys--

Well, I'm not dead. Just haven't been on in about forever. I'll try to get some new stuff written down and post it. Not that anyone seriously checks it out anyways :-P

Talk to ya again later. Take care.

so i havent written/logged onto here in about forever... and i'm really not sure why. i guessw i've just been so busy... with school and work.... and Sydney, he's my cat, I got him for my birthday. absolutely adorable, and he's a punk ass bitch too, but that's not the point. i've started looking for colleges. i'm moving north, that's for sure, and i'm hoping that sean will move up that way too because i dont want to go without him for one thing, and because i don't like the idea of living by myself in manhattan. i've decided that my major will be in Creative Writing. I'm excited. i just have to find a good school (up north, of course) that offers this as a major, and has a good ranking in this subject as well. my aunt lives in a refurbished plantation house in east texas. She said that next summer i could go out there with my laptop and sit under one of the pine trees and type for however long i wanted while the trees whistle. it sounds really relaxing. for now though, i have to keep up with schoolwork so i havent had much time to do anything, really. i'm on my fall break right now. i'm finding the time, finally, to update in the various blogs around the internet that i take part in. i've also started reading the newspaper. it's for english class, really, but currently, there's a lot of articles of the sex offender scandals, and shit that goes along with that.
well, i'm famished, so i suppose i shall leave. this might be the last time i write in this for a while now, but if you ever wish to contact me, my email is SweetRachel89@yahoo.com
i'm probably changing that though because i've been getting a ton of junk spam mail on it.

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Rachel

...Most of the stuff I post on here is absolutely pointless for me to post on here. There's absolutely no reason except to have people "comment" on my work. And why do I feel the desire to have people comment on my innermost thoughts and opinions?... I don't have a reason, and I don't have an answer.

But I'll keep on doing it just for the hallibit.

-Rach

So-I don't know. you've probably heard this song before. I heard it again today, and funnily enough, this song fits perfect with my week. Check it out, if you've gotten nothing to do. Here's the lyrics...

I waited for You today
But You didn't show
No.No.No
I needed You today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

Chorus
I cry out with no reply and
I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.

And though I cannot see You
and I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life oh
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cry out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

We cannot separate
You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I trust the unseen

Chorus
I cry out with no reply
and I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

The Lovely Bones is a lovely book. You should check it out.

-Rach

PS-If you do read the book... wouldn't it be cool if Heaven was something like that?...